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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2007|02:16 pm]
[Mood | chipper]

[info]patissier_love


MOVED!

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contented or not?! [Aug. 8th, 2007|12:28 pm]
[Mood | pessimistic]
[Music |not in the mood for music]

should i be contented with my life or should i not? comparing with others really makes me feel frustrating... hate to compare with wad others have and wad i dont. THAT's LIFE! arggh..

pretty or cute? 

sexy or bimbotic?

rich or average? 

DOES ALL THESE MATTER? 

my god. really dunno how should i lead my life.
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japanese variety show~ [Aug. 6th, 2007|09:42 pm]
[Mood | amused]

watch it! it's super funny! LOL.




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happy afternoon, sad night [Aug. 2nd, 2007|10:42 pm]
[Mood | frustrated]

mood really changes. 

afternoon:

spent my time with my pretty babe! aka HUIMIN. hehe. we went for "it's a girl's thing". and headed for lunch. went to pay my library fines 1st before having late lunch. decided on Crystal Jade Restaurant, then to Soup Restaurant, then to Ding Tai Fong and lastly, cant withstand the long journey to Paragon to search for Soup Restaurant, we finally settled on Delifrance! haha. Can you imagine we spent 2 hours at Delifrance? haha. enjoyed ourselves alot la. chit- chat like never before...took loads of photos for the past "decades".... giggled and laugh like we-are-the-only-customers... really enjoyed her company sooooo much! thanks babe for being there for me.. although i've complains to make to her la. went to shop around Novo; wa. the shoes they sell are hell exx.. my god. saw heels priced at 99.90. worst than the heels i saw at Tangs selling for only 90, and made of soft cow or dunno wad leather..Mango, Zara...and headed home. 

night: 

mood suddenly change. become sad and depressed. haven started studying and my exams is only a week ahead. and i'm still lazing around. book not touched. notes not done. everything is screwed up! I HATE MYSELF! WHY AM I LIKE TT?
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visual profile [Aug. 1st, 2007|12:53 pm]
[Mood | curious]

try it!

http://dna.imagini.net/friends/

my results:







what's yourS?
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2007|11:33 am]
[Mood | melancholy]
[Music |baby it's you- JoJo]

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(no subject) [Jul. 31st, 2007|09:24 pm]
[Mood | crappy]
[Music |harry potter]

APRIL    
* Active and dynamic  
* Decisive and hateful but tends to regret
* Attractive and affectionate to oneself 
* Strong mentality   
* Loves attention  
* Diplomatic   
* Consoling   
* Friendly and solves people's problems 
* Brave and fearless   
* Adventurous   
* Loving and caring   
* Suave and generous  
* Emotional   
* Revengeful   
* Aggressive   
* Hasty   
* Good memory   
* Moving    
* Motivate oneself and the others
* Sickness usually of the head and chest 
* Easily get too jealous  

MAY    
* Stubborn and hard-hearted 
* Strong-willed and highly motivated
* Sharp thoughts   
* Easily angered   
* Attracts others and loves attention 
* Deep feelings  
* Beautiful physically and mentally
* Firm standpoint   
* Easily influenced  
* Needs no motivation  
* Easily consoled   
* Systematic (left brain)  
* Loves to dream  
* Strong clairvoyance  
* Understanding   
* Sickness usually in the ear and neck
* Good imagination  
* Good debating skills  
* Good physical   
* Weak breathing  
* Loves literature and the arts  
* ! Loves traveling  
* High spirited   
* Spendthrift   
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cry baby [Jul. 31st, 2007|08:24 pm]
[Mood | lazy]
[Music |the sweet escape]

i've become a



baCk to the same old me.
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PRINCE CHARMING~ [Jul. 30th, 2007|11:02 pm]
[Mood | loved]

NOW: I'm a dead snow white.


awaiting for my prince to give me his kiss and bring me back to life....

and have my 7 dwarfs to keep me accompany as i'm afraid of loneliness..

P.S. msn convo.

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14 days left. [Jul. 30th, 2007|08:30 pm]
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[Mood | blank]
[Music |guardian angel]

stress!?!?!?!?!?  

exams coming and i'm still not prepared! where's my time management?!!??!?!?!? grrr. hate myself! 

where's my determination to study? 

feeling moody again. BOO! 
.........................it's emo time.
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love poem [Jul. 29th, 2007|09:45 pm]
[Mood | lonely]
[Music |mercy on me - Christina Aguilera]

Guy wrote to the girl 
"
from the moment we met
i have had no regret
the feelings i've felt..
the way you make me melt
be it the peril from a movie we'd cry
or in out of the rain snuggled dry,
you're the girl who's always been there
never too late to save me from despair
priceless, the faces i've seen
i'm always waiting at my door, keen
a little too cute always wrapped in a quilt,
but just look at this relationship we've built
though not always laughter and smiles
we'll get through anything that riles
you've sat beside me through the most boring of times
and you've been my partner in the most stupid of crimes
you've picked me up when all was but lost
you've held me close when i was nothing but gross
you've shown me a better side to this life
a much needed catalyst i was poorly deprived
you're all the things i love, you're all the things i hate
an appointment with you love, i'd definitely not be late
i could go on till this"poem" loses its sweet 'n' short romanticism
but it's best i wrap it up here before i hear your criticism
the past 365 days have opened my eyes
each day with you is worth more than any prize
it's clear that we were meant to be together
now i just have to ask, will you be mine forever?
"


i said yes with tears in my eyes and he gave me a ring.


Girl wrote to the guy
"
Once upon a time,
A little prince appeared to me
Holding honey and a jelly bean
He began by saying without so much as a care
“I love you little girl and this isn’t a dare.”

Since then the little prince has stolen my heart
Yes, he provides me with sufficient kisses and hugs,
We catch our favourite comedy everyday,
But never fail to go out and play,

I hope one day he’ll give me a ring,
Bow and say “Would you… Would you mind if I sing?”
I’ll laugh and we’ll skip away merrily,
Oh yes, I do believe we did live on forever happily
"

Quoted by blog hopping.. awww. so sweet. 

but i doubt i'll ever have this feeling again.

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L. O. V. E. [Jul. 29th, 2007|09:16 pm]
[Mood | tired]
[Music |hurt]

wad


is


L. O. V. E. ? 



why human need love?

why cant human just live for themselves? 

why cant they be selfish and think for themselves?

WHY WHY WHY!!!!

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mysterious... [Jul. 28th, 2007|10:58 am]
[Mood | loved]
[Music |girlfriend]

was packing my wardrobe yesterday and guess wad i've found? the long-lost ring ever since cny. i haven been looking for this ring since then. was this a hint for me? confused and mixed still. why am i so indecisive? grrr..

great thanks to babe for coming to look for me pizza LA. it's the pizza that attracted her lo. BOO! sad la. but anyway, i'm really happy to see her. really miss her alot! prefer to have sister talk everyday. mayb alternate oso can. or jus a msg everyday.... haix. i need some love. but not r/s love. it's bestie love...

met up with my dearest sister for mid-nite shopping and dinner at Ding Tai Fong. was my treat since my sister always treat me in the past. IT'S A BRAND NEW ME. shoo........... away the stingy old me. haha. shopping was great yesterday!! bought 1 3/4 denim i was hunting for every shop i go, bought a white baby top. love the design of the collar and the design of the shop. The clothes they sell are pretty pretty please! and a chocolate check-ed shorts. =D great bargains LA. 

left out:
- white razor back
- kitten covered heels
- stockings

HOME SWEET HOME!

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needa breather [Jul. 26th, 2007|11:27 pm]
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[Mood | sad]
[Music |A million miles away]

was talking to him on the phone..a while later heard his mum's voice. sounds somewhat like she-hates-his-son-to-be-with-me tone.. was i too rash to decide a break up after pondering for so long? or was i haivng mood swing at that very period when i initiated a break up?

after all the unhappiness, the both of us still love each other. maybe even more. but in the mean time, scare to love again. afraid that the other party would get hurt again. we will never noe wad will happen in the future. should we be together? this question always flows through my mind. 

wad is love? letting the one be happy while you feel sad? or being happy both? should i concentrate on my studies and just treat everyone as mutual friends?? family members from both sides agree on not having relationships. even friends feel that way. but wad abt me? 

though its a long relationship we have been through, but should we settle wad is wrong to do and wad is right to do 1st and then cast aside our feelings for each other? just ended the last major project and last test and i'm still feeling tired and restless. think i shall need some slp..
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BAD taxi driver [Jul. 22nd, 2007|09:04 am]
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[Mood | infuriated]

Yesterday, as i entered a car park at Changi Airport, spotted a parking lot, i drove to the spot. AND GUESS WAD? the stupid idiotic taxi driver wearing a red cap just drove straight into the parking lot. FUCK HIM! sickening asshole! he drove against the traffic and dare not even look at me. think i P-plate den can bully.. It's such a disgrace for Singapore to have such kind of taxi driver! no wonder taxi drivers always get into accident. and the poor victim had to pay the losses the taxi driver earns tt day. is this fair? 

1 word to conclude. there's NO FAIR-NESS in this world! 

it's either u eat ppl or ppl eat u.

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invisible target [Jul. 21st, 2007|08:48 pm]
[Mood | blah]

MOVIE-D! heh. invisible target!! nice one! but i got fed up with the bad guy. lol. too pissed off with him. this shows his acting skills are good. HAHA. poor Jacyee Chan, following his dad's footsteps but acted quite well. THUmbs UP! gee.

after 2 weeks of madness projects, i'm finally out to relax. felt really nice to walk around orchard road. but mood wasnt' good, mayb coz i'm still emo about projects. even thou it's the last one.but thanks to alex for the companion. =D 

gtg pick my dad. cYA!
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JACKY CHEUNG concert~ [Jul. 16th, 2007|02:28 pm]
[Mood | chipper]

went for Jacky Cheung's concert with my family yesterday. it was fabulous! a great 3hrs concert comprising of good communication skills with the audience, short Xue Lang Hu play (which is different from the original one),  canto and chinese songs, and of cuz the eating of apple. haha. he's really hungry la. i guess he cant eat before the concert to prevent any obstruction in between the concert? water will be the only consumption source. therefore, i've concluded that being a celebrity ain't easy. i really marvel Jacky Cheung as he's voice is as power as before even thou he's 46 this year. He has been in the singing industry for 23 years which is really long. and he started out when he was 23 yrs old (i've calculated la..)haha. so i think i still got chance to aspire to be like him. *hope*

he's voice is POWERFUL, but coz yesterday was the 3rd concert he has in Singapore, he's voice was a little sore. But the audience dun mind. Moreover, this is the best concert i've ever been thru my life as he had encored more than 10 songs, almost a 1 hr encore session. I'm really marvelled with his performance! and he can DANCE! omg. really unbelievable. His 1st performance was very HIGH. he dance and sing consecutively 3 songs all the way. and more imptly, i'm influenced by his songs to learn canto. i wan to master a Mei Yi Tian Ai Ni Duo Yi Xie...i think..hehe.

okay.gtg for debate meeting.
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assignments and assignments [Jul. 15th, 2007|01:21 pm]
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[Location |high-temperatured studyroom]
[Mood | nerdy]
[Music |You found me]

consumer behaviour proj. and macro debate going on. crazy weekend and it will be a tired week for me starting from today onwards. exams due in a month's time.and i'm packed with projects and assignments and tests. 

i'm feeling lost ever since i'm not attached. my life has changed and i'm like one cloth hanging on the shelf like a nobody-would-want-to-buy garment. need a companion to do the things i love. but there's no one there. it's only me and myself and my lonely shadow. people live for themselves. not for others. 

don't wish to go into any relationship now coz i'm unstable and experiencing ups and downs. i just wish to find a gf who shares common interests with me. has time to study together and shop with me. spending most of the time together. P.S. i'm not a las. =x  coz i feel tt i'm having more bfs than gfs. but i prefer hanging out with girls. =P

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follow my heart [Jul. 9th, 2007|02:16 pm]
[Location |skewl's library]
[Mood | confused]

i'll stop thinking wad's right and wad's wrong for me. i'll just have to follow my heart and lead myself on. YEA! that's the way i'll do. it's hard for me to love someone but i have to restrict myself from loving that special someone. it's kind of contradicting and hurtful to me. moreover, the special someone loves me too. argh! i'm like someone from Buangkok street. Grrr... gonna get depression soon! ----> i'm a cyborg but it's ok. haha. RAIN!! acted as a lunatic in mental hospital. 
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live my life <3 [Jul. 8th, 2007|12:49 pm]
[Mood | restless]

TRUST?!?!?!?!

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